Dear dinosaur,

The day is finally here. You are offically 20!(: I know you sexcited and harpee only right?. hehee.. As you know, I am very busy with my major examinations. This is the very least I could do for you. I hope you'll read this till end. Bear with me.=P

It has been near to three months since we first knew each other. Yes,your pretty face has definitely caught my eye. Remember the time when I thought that you're arrogant?.hahaa!.so much of playing hard to get.=P I didn't managed to win my game cause you overtook me.hahaa. If you know what I mean.

Remember the first time we chatted and webcammed till late?.You're sucha show off with that adidas watch i wanted-.-'' hahaha annoying much,but I like it.ahaha!. How things got pretty coincidental to see you online again the next afternoon. We webcammed again but this time, with your smelly face. ahh yes,the first time i saw that cutie pie,Natasha(: Waited for you to finish bathing and when the webcam were back on, I just can't stop laughing looking at your center-parting hair with that serious face. Irritating..ahaha. That's when we exchange digits(:

Texted for like almost 24/7. And I just love it when you gave me random calls at any point of the day.=D Things got pretty heat up as days passed. You made me a happy goober. Got one time where you went MIA all of a sudden for few days or weeks?. And it plaster a smile on my face to see your message on facebook soon after. You said your prepaid low and heyy,you can't lie..You said you missed me.bahaha!. Yeah and you said u like to make people miss you.cheeky backside.ahah.

However,things just got pretty messed up the moment after you asked,'Do you think we are drifting apart?'. People changed,hearts changed. We are not what we are used to be anymore. Having that,we often had misunderstandings and stuffs like that. I hate it when that happens. Dampens my mood. I had endless thoughts about it every night. I remember every moment when you story to me about your life, your family background, your friends, your soccer matches... I listened to every of your complains,laughters and angers. I never once turned you down because i believe that you need a listening ear. In this case, you chose me. Therefore, I willingly hear every single thing you gotta say till the very last bit when u bid goodnight. When you have a soccer match and you didn't call me that same night. I somehow feel affected. Maybe cause you have chosen somebody else to share it with?. We both know that I always think too much. And I know on how much you despise that.

You have been a great friend to me. Even when at times, you were not there when i need you to be. I know I can't expect much from you. Eventhough we haven't met, you have definitely create an impact on my life,somehow. I will never ever forget the time when u called me when i was studying at the airport. That was the best phone call ever since things were cold between us. It has been quite awhile now. I missed your lively text messages and your random phone calls. But i dare not say cause again,I can't expect much from you. When u did not allow me to do something, I am actually quite elated cause I feel that you do care about me somehow,or not.

Remember when you dreamt of me.hahaa. That was hilarious. You called me early next morning on your way to your soccer training to tell me what it was all about. gahhh!. And those dreams i dreamt of you. I actually dreamt of you for a few days now. I dreamt that we were close. But in reality, we are getting distant apart. Now i believe the saying,what u dream will turn out to be the opposite.

No matter what happens, I want you to know on how much I appreciate knowing you. I may not create an impact on you but I definitely has been real sincere in being your friend. All the times i sacrificed just to talked to you till late, I will never regret it cause i had a great time with every second of it. The times when your words or actions has touches my feelings, I will never hold grudges on you.

For your birthday wish...I wish you all the very best in every single thing that you do in life. Wish you success in both studies and soccer. Continue to pursue your dreams cause you are good in it and it will never be too late. May you will always be patient and strong facing all the obstacles of life. You have grown to be a good looking guy at the age of 20. Never let your parents down okay? Take good care of yourself. Don't hesitate to ring me up as and when u want or in need. I'm sorry cause this is all I afford to do for you. It may not worth the money but it comes right here from the bottom of my heart and soul. Again, Happy Birthday!(:

Here's a song dedication for you. Cause the lyrics are all exactly what I wished I could tell you.(:

All my love,

Syahzanna Hamzah.